april showers

i hate it when it rains.

thursday was really sunny and so i sat outside and skipped work. i just chilled and enjoyed the weather, really. my class even convinced the professor that we should do work outside at the green (which is a grassy space right outside the main building and the geo building). we didnt do much other than just chitterchatter.

its saturday and i finished my articles for tmw's internship so now im just waiting for my nails to dry up so i can take out my laundry from the dryer.

maybe i will do another round of drying coz i have so many things inside that small machine.

i listen to hiphop and feel happy, then some songs i relate to myself and feel sad or happy.

last night was gala day and gala here is like the biggest event and everyone goes there. last year, my roomie and i couldnt watch because of the lack of seats. but this year, we started lining up at like...5 (and the event was at 7) lol. was great, except my expectations were a bit too high that i wasnt that amazed. but i saw lotsa alumnus and some upperclassmen who i dnt really see on campus. <3>

i have to write an 8page paper by friday but im not in the mood at all. ugh ... i mean i did  most of the readings but i guess i dnt know what they were about - since it was ages ago lol

I will work on my paper next tuesday on spree day or something - why? because I want to relax today. im so restless these days and its annoying me. but i dont have boy problems anymore so thats all good.

79 more days till i fly back and im just really excited . sorta.

blah~ april showers, i hate i hate.

www.goswoop.com 

check out that site for lotsa info! <3 

how's it going ?

今私はインターンの大切なミーティングにいます

でも今やることが無いので別にもう一人のclarkieと一緒にぼ～っとしてます★

明日までに6ページのレポートを書かなければいけない

でもまだ何もしてないのでちょっとパニクっています（汗

このごろ親友（clarkで会った）とよく電話･チャットで話してるんだ～本当にうれしい～

でも、（ぜんぜん違う話、）KPって人がいてマジストーカーっぽいんだ～　「もう電話しないで」って何回も言ったのに何も聞いてくれない。最初はちょっとOCDな人だな～っと思ってたけど、今はもう頭が痛くなるくらい。

私は彼のことが好きではないのになぜ?i told him already that im not interested　でもhe's trying so hard to get me to like him.　it wont work. never.

自業自得なのかな～?だって、その気を見せたかもしれないし。。。

でも、straight up　「私はその気が有りません」っと言った

fuckers.

anyways　今夜はレポートを終わらせて早く寝るようにしよう～

明日は２教科ありますでも朝早い日本語のクラスは行かなくて良い。だから１１時くらいまで寝てられる～ん

あ～あ忙しいな

早く夏休みにならないかな～?多分親友も来るかもしれないから（卒業式）ちょっと楽しみだな～♪

それではまた。

後４～５週間で春学期も終わりだ～

でもこの４～５週間の間にマジ忙しくなる。プレゼンやレポート、テストや卒論プロポーザル。。色々あるな～

っままた後で

来週か再来週にでもまたエントリーを書きます

それでは

ciao

Hello [Spring], Goodbye [Winter]

Week 12 of Spring Semester,
finally spring decided to come join us...

Today, in like 5hrs 40 minutes, i have an exam...damn, i am scared, but i've been studying a lot. hopefully this time, it will reflect on my grades.

ive been wanting to post an entry here, but i havent had time and now thta im on the site, i cant remember what ive been wanting to write. so i'll revisit later on.

ciao

spring break came and went by like a 30 second silent film.

my solo trip to LA was fun, got to relax but not fully. too many new things. i spent my week with my best friend and his friends and of course, my teddybears. :)
lots of intense-ness that i had to go thru. i didnt find it intense until i came back. competition with his new friend - though like ive said, i didnt realize until the last day. jealousy was something i felt and fear of being faded in my best friend's circle of friendship. but oh well, like everyone says, i guess time goes on.

these days, ive been sleep deprieved and stress. the only person who makes me feel stress-free is my friend from Holy Cross. He takes me out to starbucks to listen to what i have to say (more like venting) and he also takes me racing with his volks sedan.

other than that, i was surprised my parents didnt scold me like i thought they would about my secret trip to LA. but my brother is very jealous about me tripping around. feel sad. but i needed it. im sure i wont be travelling as much though from now on, i have to get serious about my classes.

my class today got cancelled so im really happy. got time to have a nice long hot shower and make myself a bacon-egg brunch.

i went to have an interview with this new company called "goSwoop". to be honest, i want this internship. would be a great experience, really. being able to help others is always a good thing, makes me feel like ive accomplished something. also making someone else's day better. i was taught well by my family and i have enough time to do everything i want.
i have another interview with 2 other "goSwoopers" on sunday. Wow, sunday... -_- hopefully I can wake up on time

this weekend, im going to Waltham to sleep-over my friend's place and im so excited <3>

TA was fun, interesting i have to say. Ive been traumatized by them (just 2 of them) from 2 weeks ago, but then during the TA, they are under my control, theyre like dices rolling around my palm

today's been warm. im happy. weekend, here i come <3

"the matching tiffanys will keep the friendship living forever" and lets just hope that it wont be living on a thin thread.

sleep deprieved with sleeping pills.

6th week of school is about to end soon, tomorrow, after my discussion, i will be done with this week.
then midterms...ugh.


ive been popp'n sleeping pills these days and its helping me but i feel extra weak for some reason, maybe i shudnt even bother taking them.
i feel like im so sleep deprieved, really. i missed my class this week, yet again and im like fuck. but oh well. cant go back time.

i am currently hooked onto: Bomb Bee Men! (binbo danshi) its so funny i think but annoying at the same time, Shun Oguri is cute but can get so ... ugh-fying.
tomorrow is friday, lets hope my friday goes well. i have japanese and japanese TA, then i have research methods then i have ws discussion. i usually dont have anything after research methods but bleh.

the eclipse last night wasnt as great of a thing...i was expecting something more grand and memorable. maybe the weather was too cold huh? bleh. i hate this cold weather. my sheeps hasnt seen sunlight (fake one too) in so long. i shud wear them starting tonite.

sometimes i find myself staring blankly at space and my vision blackens. i hate it. been going on for ages now, i thought it was my sleep-deprived-ness but then i dont know. maybe im really tired? :s
i want sleep. i need sleep.

spring break here i come, i cant wait i cant wait. =) but when im over there for spring break, i will be working my ass off ... i have to work on my literature paper, my research proposal, readings for my ws..... ugh

bleh. i shud take a nap before going out later.
i am done with all my hwk thats due tomorrow. so yeaaa~~ bleh. shrugs. i shalst sleep soon. a nap that is. lol. tv can get so fun but annoying. i find everything so annoying.... everything...everyone.

not much not much

the fifth week of school just ended and i am burnt out like a dying cig cherry.

i just came back from the hill and it was fun. my friend dropped me off <3
at hill, my friends and i watched two movies - "I am Legend" and my favorite american animation, "Madagascar". (Madagascar 2 is coming out soon toooooo!! cant wait cant wait.)

other than that, not much is going on, just more chilling and chilling. ive been too tired lately. had two all nighters this week - monday and friday. kinda sucks but yea tell me about it -_-

so valentines day is over and im really glad. why? because many ppl asked me how my valentines day was. kinda sucks for a single but then theres lotsa advantages of being single i guess - not in a slut way.

ugh, my weekends these days are just so intense - i spend about 20 bucks per weekend on cabs. ugh. and i just got scolded for using so much.... if only i had a car but then a car would cost me more anyways. so i guess i'll stick on cabs lol. having fun is priceless and memorable. unless i have awkward situations with ppl i had things with.
well this weekend was good. lotsa socializing.

tomorrow is sunday (or technically speaking today) and i am planning to do some readings done for monday and tuesday and wednesday. i need grades better grades. argh
midterms are coming up already and i hate it.

but on the brighter side, i get to see my bestfriend very soon <3>

argh. i hate this weather i get sick so easily. bleh.

exile love

my latest addiction: exile.
theyre just hot, simply hot and fun. i love their songs and their PVs. ~~
my fav song right now is "kanata kara koko e" and "michi", "lovers again" is still the best thou.

ive been sick since last saturday and not feeling 100%well. kinda sucks.
today is chinese new year. my roomie and i heard fireworks last night as the clocks ticked 12mn. but it was raining so hard so i dont think the fireworks came out nicely.

in the morning, i woke up when my roomie woke me up. she went for work while im just chilling, wasting time listening to exile and replying to facebooks. im so tired, really.

my best friend called and he was kinda cold so i feel down. :(
sigh. we all have ups and downs i guess.

speaking of ups..--> USP lol i duno where that came from but yea, my noise cancelling headphones are coming. im so happy and excited!!!
its snowing outside and today, i only have one class but i have so many errands to run. how great. thank god tomorrow is friday, really. im in desperate need of a break already. im already breaking apart.

bleh. so yea thats that and thats it for now i guess. my brother scolded me and nothing new.
i feel sad.